I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
As. Devoted cat lover and owner of many cats as my pets I can identify with what sadness you are enduring.
Animals enhance our lives and bring us so much joy
Keep strong and remember your beloved pet
I am so sorry about Dozer.
Many tears here for your lovely baby Dozer. I truly believe that losing your beloved dog is worse than an adult child. Our dogs are with us forever, they make their life around ours, forever. The purist love that exists. Courage!!
I’ve been where you are now and I know the heartache you are feeling. I’m praying for you as you live this final chapter with your precious Dozer. So thankful you were brought together in this life and I’m SURE you’ll see each other again in the next!
So much love and prayers going out to you and Dozer.I love you both.
Te Abrazo en la distancia❤️
Sending so much love and strength to you both. I’ve been there with 3 goldens and it’s always incredibly heart breaking. Thank you for sharing your life with Dozer with all of us. He’s a beauty and has had an incredible journey with you. Your an amazing dog mom xx
I am crying too Nagi, because I’ve been following you and Dozer for years, so I know the humongous loss it will be when he won’t be next to you 24/7. I lost a fur baby at 3 months old due to having been attacked by a horrible dog when my husband was walking ours, and I’m still super sad when I remember my beautiful baby puppy, so my heart mourns with you at this difficult time. Warmest hugs, Gigi
Sending love and hugs for you and Dozer! 🙂
I am so sorry to read this. Everyone with a fur baby knows the pain all too well. Thank you Dozer for all the fun you have brought to so many cooks across the world and enjoy those ice pops! X
Dozer is the best and brought great delight when I use your wonderful recipies. Prayers are storming heaven for you both.
Nagi, You are such a joy and Dozer will continue to bring you the same for as long as he can. Celebrate all the good times with Dozer as all of us who follow/cook with you / and just plain adore you and he do. And know that he truly loves you- it is so obvious!
So many eloquent comments that sum up my feelings too. My heart breaks for you, I also have been there. Goldens are special, thanks for sharing Dozer with us. Hugs for you both.
Oh I’m crying !!
Dozer has had a wonderful life with you.
You are such an amazing person!!
I would look for Dozer before I would read the receip.
You are the best mom to your baby.
God bless you and Dozer
So sorry to hear this Nagi. You are a wonderful dog mother. I lost sweet cat in November and it’s a crushing loss. I hope you and Dozer have some good days coming up.
My deepest condolences we loved following Dozer.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful fur baby…lots of laughter and tears and prayers for you and baby boy Dozer…having gone through this many times in my 84 years my heart is with yours…remember he will always live in your heart and in ours…if you put your hand over your heart you will always, always feel him there…Love you, Susan
My heart is literally breaking reading this Nagi and tears rolling down my face.
If all the love from all of us could save Dozer, then he would live forever.
Sending so much love to you both.
We love you, stay strong.
Give Dozer a big kiss and cuddle from all of us xxx
Your sweet Dozer has been a pleasure to follow. Hope he has sweet dreams.
Really enjoy your programs and very much appreciate you mom’s programs too. Thanks for all you do to show how to be creative and adventuresome in the kitchen.
We went through this phase of life with our golden who lived until 16 (with a tumor in her stomach for a year or so.) and we know how painful it is to see an animal in distress. Our best to you and Dozier who has had an extraordinarily rich and beloved life. Best wishes to you both! Marnie