I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
It’s the hurtiest of hurts our hearts must endure, yet the most our hearts will ever sing when you love a dog and a dog loves you. I’ve been in those very rooms at SASH with my girl, and with the best people caring for her. Big love to you, Dozer, and Nagi.
Hugs and prayer for you both. My heart breaks for you.
I am so sorry you had to go through this difficult time. As a dog owner and I had a dog who was 18 years old, I totally understand your pain and frustration. But I know for sure Dozer is one of the happinest dogs. You are doing great, Nagi! Sending you big hugs and love to you and Dozer.
Nagi,
Sending hugs and prayers to you and Dozer. My heart goes out to you I know how you are feeling, I lost my Mousey in April last year she would have been 16 in July. I still cry and miss her horribly. They are family and a big part of your life and sole.
I’ve had the honour of living with many cats and dogs over the years, and each one has given me so much pleasure and love (and laundry and stinky messes). And always at the end, excruciating sorrow. Blessings to you and Dozer as you prepare for that sorrow. I am glad you are putting him – and you – first now. Thank you for sharing this sweet pup with us all.
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer! I cannot even imagine how difficult this must be. Know that we are all sending you both love and strength.
As much as Dozer is part of your heart, you are part of his soul!
Much love to you both! Xo
I feel like we’ve all been lucky to have Dozer in our lives, even if we were never in-person with him to give him a pat and a hug. Thank you for sharing him with us all over these years.
As much as Dozer is part of your heart, you are part of his soul!
Much love to you both! Xo
Nagi, I know exactly wow you feel. I lost my very special fur baby during COVID in 2019 and still feel the loss everyday. I truly believe that when it’s his time he will be with you. You may not be able to see him but he will be there waiting for you. Prayers to you both.
I can’t see the words because I can’t stop crying. All of us Nagi and Dozer people are attached and share the sorrow of loss even though we are mostly connected by the internet. We are here for you and when the time comes shall lift our prayers of strength and love.
Letting our furbaby go is SO very hard. My heart hurts for you. Hugs and head scratches to Dozer! 💔
My heart is breaking for you and your family. The tears are flowing Nagi and beautiful Dozer… you have been with us for so many years and we look forward to your updates. Many hugs and head scratches to you both 💔
i wish you lots of strength and love for you and Dozer from the Netherlands
Love never dies and he will be with you always. My son passed on five years ago and three months later we had to let his dog go home as well. So much heartbreak, But I feel them both with me daily and I feel gratitude for having the time I did with them.
When Dozer goes home, I know how painful it will be. But know that he is a mighty soul who brought much love to this world and touched many lives. And even in bodily death, he will continue to inspire and help you and your family.
Love and light to you and yours.
Nagi, I am crying while writing this. We just lost our beautiful little girl, Luna, our stray cat who came into our lives and left last September. She made things so much better as I know Dozer has done for you. I hope he gets better to do some of the things he has loved over the years with you. But if not, he will live on in your heart and the memories you have of him. I am more of a cat person due to allergies but you and Dozer have captured my heart. Love and strength to you all!
dear NAGI AND DOZER HAVE OODLES OF LOVE FOFR BOTH OF YOU .TAKE CARE
Love to you and Dozer. Any fur, feathered or scaley parent knows the pain you are going through but we have to hang onto the joy we had. I just lost my feathered friend and my cat will be joining him shortly. Lots of extra hugs and kisses
Sending you and Dozer all the love in this universe Nagi. When we lost our beloved Bruce, Dozer became our adopted furry boy over here in Vancouver BC Canada. I cannot tell you how many times pictures of Dozer helped us through our loss. Dozer is beyond special, as you very well know, and loved the world over. Sending you both so much love. Catherine and family
Nagi following along with you and Dozer for so many years! I know how hard this must be, I have gone through this. I am sending you all my love ❤️ stay strong
I’m sending a zillion wishes of peace for you and Dozer. May your time together have some laughter amid the tears. I started out following because of your recipes but what kept me coming back was your lovely sense of humour and goodwill AND the stories of your sweet Dozer. Sending many, many kisses and hugs to Dozer. If I could hug you I would and send you an ice pop full of comfort.