I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Un abrazo enorme Nagi. Dozer tuvo la mejor vida del mundo.
My heart goes out to you both. I know how hard it is to lose someone you love (human and fur, both). Love your recipes and your Dozer stories. Let others carry you along. Wishing you comfort and peace. m
Keep up the good fight Dozer
Sending so much love to you and Dozer. Tears are healing; never hold them back.
Dear Nagi I’m so very sorry that you’re going the this. Dozer is blessed to have you as his mama. Please know that you and beautiful Dozer are in our thoughts and prayers. Arizona loves you both 💔
Oh Nagi, my heard breaks for you. You generously shared your precious Dozer with all of us. He became part of my world and I so looked forward to your posts about him. You have given him a marvelous life.
I’m so sorry to hear this. Don’t give up hope.
Love and prayers from Sparky, Pumpkin and Cathy
I’m so sorry to hear about Dozier. I know it will be tough. Take as much time as you need.
Thank you for sharing your journey. Prayers for Dozer and you! Continue to love the time together.
Nagi I am so extremely sorry to hear your news. Dozer is so lucky to have you right by his side! There is nothing that can be said to make this easier but I want you to know I will be thinking of you both. God speed!!!
So sorry to hear about Dozer’s illness. I have a cat called Rosie and would be devastated if she was not well. Sending you and Dozer hugs and 💕 love ❣️❣️
Sending you and Dozer much love. Enjoy every moment you have with him. I lost my little Harlem in October after 16 years. The love they give is immeasurable. Thank you for sharing Dozer with us! Hugs from Chicago
Dozer is such a beautiful boy and he has a fabulous caring Mum. I am sure he has lived his best life being with you. Hoping and wishing that the miracle happens and you both have a bit more time together. Xxx
I am so sorry for Dozer. I will be praying for you
Sending hugs to you and Dozer.
Sending love to you and your gorgeous boy.
Take as much time as is needed.
You have given so much of your time to us and you have shared Dozer with us too. Thank you ♥️
❤️❤️❤️ love to you and wonderful Dozer
Thoughts with you at this difficult time.
Hi Nagi. I am so very sorry you are going through this. I had 6 Goldens at one rime. All died of cancer except 1. The youngest I lost was almost 10. The oldest was almost 14. Then I had a Corgi I lost to cancer at 8 1/2. They say time heals but its been 4 years since my Corgi and it still hurts when I think of him. My prayers go out to you. Dozer knows you gave him the best home with lots of love.
Sweet Dozer and your love for Dozer have brightened the days and lives of so many people. Thank you, both of you, for sharing your adventure with us.
I wish you both comfort and peace.