I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Nothing like the first email of the morning reducing you to tears. May all the blessing be with you.
So sorry, with tears in my eyes, I feel for you. Having lost many ‘family’ (pets) , it’s a difficult time. My condolences to you and your family.
Suzanne
Vous êtes dans mes pensées. J’ai le coeur brisé.
With Love from Canada xxx
Soo much love and virtual hugs being sent to both of you. Dozer is a one of a kind fur baby. He’s had his best life and made all of ours richer. Pets and rubs from Indiana, US.
Our prayers and Blessigns are with you both during these hard times, from Nova Scotia Canada. You are both truely loved all over the world
My heart is breaking for you and Dozer. What a very fine boy he is
I’m so sorry to hear about Dozer, sending you love and courage xx
Nagi and Dozer:
It’s never easy saying goodbye to a family member whether they have 2 feet or 4. Just know that everyone who knows you both personally or from your website, are thinking of you at this difficult time. Many people don’t understand the bond between someone and their pet and therefore they have a hard time trying to figure out why we mourn for these pets when their lives are over – clearly they don’t understand that our pets are a huge part of our families!
Deepest condolences for all your difficulties. Unfortunately, we have no choice but to accept the inevitable and love our beloved pets until the end. Remember it’s human to grieve for your loss but just as important to continue to look after yourself too. XX
Thoughts and prayers are with you and Dozer! Sending all the love to your boy!
My heart is breaking for you 💔😭
Praying for healing for Dozer and you. 🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️He’s been the best gift to you and we’ve enjoyed every second of the time you’ve spent together that you’ve shared with us. I have never forgotten my own wonderful best buddy and still miss him years later. I’m still hoping your guy will continue the good fight and make it home so you can continue together for more hugs and kisses.
We are all wishing both Dozer, and also you well. He’s brought many smiles to our house. I’m sending lots of love, Nagi! 💕💕
Sending love and support from across the globe Nagi !
Sincere best wishes for Dozers recovery.
Such sad news. Our furbutts are such a huge part of our lives. Always they will continue to live in our hearts. My thoughts are with you both
I am sobbing for you…I have been there and I could never “replace” my Mugzy…my standard poodle was pure love as all animals are..
I am so sad to hear about Dozer. I loved how much he was part of your recipe blogs. He will be missed! You gave him a beautiful life! With a heavy heart 😞 Beth
Your post brought me to tears. I’m so sorry to hear that your boy is entering his final stage of life.
Your in my thoughts and prayers. Xoxox
Sending love to you and Dozer. I sobbed when reading this update and laughed when I saw the pic of him licking his ice pop.
We have a new 5 month old puppy (25 lbs and growing!) who loves ice cubes.
I hope you and Dozer get lots of together time and snuggles over the next little bit.
My heart breaks for you. Prayers for you both.