I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I’m so so sad to hear about our good boy, Dozer. 💔 May his remaining time be peaceful, free of pain and filled with his mum’s hugs & kisses. Nagi, sending you strength during this difficult time.
I pray you get your wish and Dozer gets to come home. We have all fallen in love with him through all your photos and stories. It is heartbreaking to lose your best buddy! Sending you many hugs!
My heart aches for you and precious Dozer. Be comforted knowing how you have given him the best life possible and he knows it, and he loves you as much as you love him.
Oh, Nagi! I am sorry to hear of Dozer’s illness and decline. You’ve had a wonderful life with him and documented it well for others to enjoy. Also you know you have some awesome human friends, too, that will be helping out while you’re away. May the universe comfort and heal you when Dozer passes and throughout your wonderful creative life.
He will lick that ice pop for you, mom- we all love that boy forever❤️
Dozer is so lucky to have you for his Mom. Your post brought tears to my eyes for both of you and for the realization that our doggie who is 9 won’t be with us forever, Dozer has brought joy to all of your followers. Keep those ice pops going. ♥️
Hi Nagi, I don’t have a dog and I can’t imagine the heart ache you are feeling. I am deeply sorry for your pain. You have had your little man since he was a puppy, and that makes it very hard to cope with. I’m so glad you have wonderful friends around you to help you get through this difficult time.
I’ll be thinking of you also.
Please wish dozer a peaceful journey. Lots of love Max.❤️❤️❤️❤️
I just wanted to add as someone who has lost both my father and my 14 yr old French Bulldog since Christmas take care of yourself Nagi and be well – take all the time you need
I so understand what you are going through. We’ve lost three wonderful dogs over the years. The whole family still miss them, married children still recall antics. Grandchildren recognize their pictures and names. I hope your wonderful memories will be a comfort to you.
Nagi,
Many thoughts and prayers for you and your boy Dozer.🙏🏼🙏🏼. My heart goes out to you and I know how hard it is. My 2 little ones mean everything to me. Just remember all the wonderful times you 2 shared. And someday you will be together again.
Dozer surely earned HIS wings! 🦴
The joy a pet brings is so complete and when we come to their passing the sadness is overwhelming. I can’t imagine ever being without my best friends.
I love you Dozer, I don’t have you, but my loves follow.. and the beautiful and loving Mum you have…
Justine & Jack
My heart is breaking for you. This is one of the hardest things we ever have to experience. Thinking of you and wishing you peace and as much quality time together as possible.
I’ve loved every story and photo of and about Dozer. We had to leave our beloved retriever in Zimbabwe and so Dozer became my ‘Troy.’ Thank you for all the stories. Dozer you have had
So much love in your life and given so much back you will leave such beautiful
Memories for your loved ones. Rest now sweet boy ❤️🦴
I’m praying for strength, for you, and Dozer to make it through the days ahead with love.
Beautiful life Dozer and Mum. Treasure each moment. You two are together forever.
Sending love from all around the world. We all love both of you.
Oh Nagi, I know what you are going through and it is the pits. My heart is broken that you have to endure this dreadful time. We lost our beautiful cocker spaniel of 14.5 years at the end of March last year and life is just not the same.
In December we picked up a 10 week old cocker spaniel puppy and life is finally turned around. We are so enjoying welcoming her into our world and introducing her to all the fun times of the beach and parks. I don’t believe that time heals all wounds, we just live to deal with it. We talk lots about our dear Lotte who gave us so much joy for nearly 15 years and we are now enjoying our new journey with Bonnie.
Try to keep strong and remember all the wonderful times you have shared together.
Sending lots of love ❤️ and hugs. Jan
PS – I enjoy your recipes so much and admire you with what you have achieved.
My heart is breaking for you and Dozer. I feel like I have gotten to know him through your posts. I have been there myself when a cherished pet is near the end. It is devastating. I wish you strength and years of wonderful memories.
Nagi, my thoughts are with you. This is a very difficult time, and I know you must be very worried about the love of your life, Dozer. He is loved by many around the world, and I am one of them. My heart goes out to you. Much love from Kentucky, USA.
Such a good boy ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Our fuzz buddies …… they make us better versions of ourselves.