I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Such a good boy ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Our fuzz buddies …… they make us better versions of ourselves.
This is so heartbreaking. Sending you both love and hugs.
Hi Nagi,
I really pray for Dozer..! This world without dogs is really meaningless, they give us so much joy..at least you gave Dozer the best of your life and all the joy shared too.
Love to you and Dozer & family
Hello Dozer
How lucky you are to be loved by so many and being taken care of by someone who loves you the most. We love you, Dozer. I, love you.
Karen in California
Ps; all departing flights are booked! I’m
I am so sorry! Losing a dog is one of the worst things, I hope that he get home and gets to enjoy all the things he loves.
I am so sorry for your loss. I know what it is to lose your angel. I have had many angels and it is very hard to go through a loss. I have 2 older dogs (14 and 15 years old) and a 5 year old. My older dogs were rescue dogs. And my oldest was born when I was diagnosed with cancer, he is my guardian angel who watches over me all the time. I can’t imagine losing him. I am so sorry because I know Dozer was your guardian angel.
Holding you and Dozer in my heart and sending gentle hugs to you both💕
Oh bless him, my heart really goes out to you I have a Goldie myself and can’t even begin to imagine how you must be feeling. Sending you both big hugs. I love looking through your books and pictures of Dozer xx
Nagi,
There are no words that can give you comfort for what you & Dozer are going through. Your love & care of Dozer says it all.
I have to admit when I pull up one of your recipes, I immediately jump to the photo of Dozer first. Tears are rolling down my face, but as you said, this is the circle of life. We have lost a few beloved pups, and it is always devastating. Stay strong Dozer! Your Mama is doing everything she can for you. The world loves you and you hold a very special place in all our hearts! xoxoxoxo
Oh Nagi, my heart is breaking, I’m sending you and sweet boy Dozer all my love and hugs. You are such an amazing dog mom. I hope you and Dozer get the priceless gift of more time together.
Always such a treat to see Dozer as chief taste tester. He takes his job very serious. Losing a dear pet is always hard but he is loved. He has given you so many wonderful memories, cherish those.
Tough times Nagi. Dozer brings much joy to people across the globe – sending you all the best wishes at this time 🇮🇪
I so understand what you’re going through. We’ve lost 3 dogs over the years, and it still hurts the whole family. Grown married children still talk about this antic or another. Grandchildren recognize pictures, by names. My heart is with you, and I hope your wonderful memories will offer some comfort.
Nagi my heart goes out to you and your beautiful boy Dozer. Such a good boy.
My good boy passed 5 weeks ago.
My heart aches, but so glad I had 15 years with my Frank.
Love and neck rubs to Dozer. Be gentle with yourself.
Nagi,
I’m so sorry to read about Dozer. Of course we knew it was coming, but it still hits hard. Brought back memories of my Ripley who I lost nearly 20 years ago. I’m crying today for Ripley and for Dozer. Amazing how much we can love our Dogs as much as our humans. Thanks for sharing.. sending love to both you and Dozer.
Catherine
Nagi, my heart is with you and Dozer. Cling to the fact that you have definitely given Dozer his absolutely best life, His version of heaven is all the time he has spent with you.
My heartfelt sympathy to you , It is so hard to lose our furbabies, Love and Hugsxx
My heart goes out to you at this sad time. Tears as I write this. All I want is for Dozer to be comfortable and give you those last precious memories. What a wonderful and loving life he has had….so far
Oh it is such a sad time. All of us who have followed you and Dozer all these years are in tears and our hearts are breaking with yours. Love you and your darling Dozer and wish for you both to have some time at home together. One last walk outside, maybe a paw in the ocean. My heart is bleeding for you both. I pray for you to feel comfort and to have a little more time together. He has been the best sweetest dog. Love to you both.
Have been cooking meals for my family from your 2 books these couple of years. Great easy recipes and videos. Loved them all.
Keep up the wonderful work. Can’t wait for your next book.