I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Thinking of you both. Bless his heart x
Sending prayers for you both. I know how hard this is. Take care of yourself.
Dear Dear Nagi …we are all feeling your pain but Dozer hasn’t thrown in the towel at the moment …wishing for you and Dozer more time together to feel that very special Love we all love to see …sending hugs for you both xxx
My heart is heavy hearing this news. May there be a chance for a few more memories to share. You are the best dog Mom ever. Sending love ox’s fro NH, USA
I am so devastated to read this. Sending you and Dozer all the love in the world. And all my wishes that he gets more time with you and his friends, doing everything that makes him happy. Biggest hugs, Nagi.
I have been a fan of both Nagi and Dozer for a few years now. This brought tears to my eyes, lump in my throat and an ache in my heart. It is the circle of life, but so hard to bear when it is a one who is loved so much. My love to you both.
Nagi, my eyes are tearing up now. I am so sorry about Dozer. Thank you for sharing stories and pictures of him all these years. I hope he has a miraculous recovery but if he doesn’t, I pray he will be pain free and comfortable at that time. Give him a big hug for me and all his fans. I will pray for him and for you. You have been the best mommy to Dozer and he loves you as much as you love him. God bless!
Oh darling Dozer and Nagi! My heart is breaking for you. As a mum to 2 golden retrievers in my life.. it’s never enough time with our beautiful fur babies. Nagi.. he couldn’t have asked for a better life and you couldn’t have had a better companion and best fury friend . I know when it’s time for him to cross the rainbow bridge, he will go peacefully knowing how much he is loved. Big hugs Nagi 💕
So sad to hear of Dozer’s health issues. We all loved seeing him and hearing about him in every one of your recipe posts. We wish you and him all the best at this time and sending Dozer healing prayers.
Good morning Nagi. Having lost a pet at 13 years of age that we loved dearly and still miss (even though we did get another), I know what you’re going through and I feel your heartache. My thoughts are with you. Miracles do happen and perhaps this is one of those times.
Dear Nagi my tears have joined yours with love for Dozer. I pray he gets home to have more time with you. Just know you love him and he loves you, loyal to the end. God bless you both.
Good morning Nagi from cold Ottawa, Canada!
Well I just shed some tears with you and Dozer this morning. Dozer had an amazing life and brought you so much joy, tenderness and love. Take this time to be there for him and to allow you to say proper goodbye. You will have a lot of supports from this lovely group and your team. We are with you and Dozer. Much love
Sending strength and love to you and your beautiful boy. You’re a great Mum and he’s been so blessed to have such a great life.
Thinking of you in the days ahead…enjoy every second. 💗
My heart is breaking for you right now. I send you and Dozer the biggest hugs and all my love ❤️
Dear Nagi and beautiful Dozer
Here in France on thé other side of thé world thinking of you both.
Dear Dozer, a cherished doggie.
Sending you both heartfelt hugs.
You’re a good boy Dozer…….. yes you are 🦮🥩🎾🌊
We share your pain Nagi 🙏
Thank you for sharing Dozer’s stories. I’m so sad to hear how unwell he is. Wishing you both love and comfort during this difficult time.
Myself and anyone who’s ever loved their dog or any pet understands the heartbreak you are experiencing, even though we know it’s inevitable 💔 My heart hurts for you and precious Dozer, praying for a bit more time for him and comfort for your aching heart. Love from NJ, USA ❤️❤️
We are all blessed to have come to know Dozer through you. I hope he gets to come home. He is loved, you are loved and may that love carry you both through all that is to come.
Thinking of you at this challenging time.
Dogs are the best of people and Dozer is a very special one. X 🐾