I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Dear Nagi,
Sending strength, love, and healing thoughts to you and Dozer. I have been in your shoes . I feel your pain. You are doing everything you can do for Dozer. You are the best dog-mom. My heart is with you. There are no words that help but please know that over 2000 people are holding you and Dozer tight embracing you both with love and so much compassion. Hugs to both of you.
Very sad news and I feel for you. I’ve enjoyed your journey with Dozer as well as your amazing recipes. Best wishes!
My heart goes out to you. I lost my boxer, Jubilee, last February… She was 12. The only thing I can say is I carry Jubilee in my heart now and not on her leash…. So sorry….
Im so sorry and sad. Its a huge loss and Dozer will be missed. Take the time you need.
Sorry, I can’t listen to this today. It’s hurting my heart and my soul. I just want to take the both of you and tuck you under my wings and hold you so very tight and wish this all away. And, I can’t do that. So…your puppy love is our puppy love, too. And, anyone who has loved and lost a best friend KNOWS… we just do. A lot of times it’s harder than losing a human.
So, right now, I’m gonna go tend to my breaking heart and put you and Dozer in my prayers. I hope he gets lots of those neck rubs and junk food and sees all his friends.
Hes a good boy…
It is a heartbreaking time. We understand. Your relationship with Dozer is so very special. He will always live in your heart. Blessings to you both.💔🦮❤️
I am crying along with you, Nagi. It’s Dozer who caught my attention and invited me into your world in the first place. May all your last moments together sustain you. What a beautiful life he has had because of your love and devotion.
A prayer for Dozer and a hug for you
Why does it hurt so?
He gave you boundless love for so many years and you to him.
We must all go on…XXX
Over the years I had to put both my Springer spaniels down because of illness. It’s very hard to do but I knew it was the right thing to do for them. I hope you don’t have to do what I did. My prayers are with you.
Darling Dozer❤️❤️❤️❤️ and beautiful Nagy…. You are in our hearts a prayers. We all love you both! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Dearest Nagi, and Dozer…..
All my love💜
Hello Nagi and dear Dozer, from the UK. I am so sorry to read this but we all know it has to happen sometime although we are never prepared. I wish you and Dozer some more quality time together and thank you for sharing with us all your wonderful stories and moments. He is a lovely boy and will forever leave a big hole in your heart when you both have to say goodbye but so many happy memories. xx
My heart and prayers are with you and Dozer, and my tears, too. He is so lucky to have you for his mom, just as you have been so blessed to have him in your life. There are no words, but know that you are both being sent all the love of your extended web family that love you both.
My dear Nagi, Thank you for sharing the life of Dozer with us. I had a labrador called Buddy, much like Dozer, in that food was his God! I have grown to love Dozer and his antics! I will miss him sorely and can only imagine what you must be going through. My heart breaks for you both. Sending hugs. With much love, Melanie 💕
My heart is breaking for you. I don’t have a dog but I love them. I thank you for sharing your Dozer with me and for allowing me to have a pet virtually through you.
I have been following you and Dozer for years. I’m sitting and crying like a child over this sweet adorable pup. I have had many pup losses and they never get easier. My heart and healing thoughts are with you.💔
My dear Nagi, Thank you for sharing the life of Dozer with us. I had a labrador called Buddy, much like Dozer, in that food was his God! I have grown to love Dozer and his antics! I will miss him sorely and can only imagine what you must be going through. My heart breaks for you both. Sending hugs. With much love, Melanie
I have no words… my heart is breaking… all my love to you dear Nagi and to dear, sweet, beautiful Dozer. xx
I will add tears to your millions. Love my dogs. Love how much you love Dozier.