I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Big hugs Nagi x
I send you both love and peace. Dozer has had a wonderful life thus far and has given joy to so many around the world. Hugs from Delaware
Sending hugs and love to you and handsome Dozer ❤️
Dozer has brought so much laughter and joy into the world, and those who have followed his story will be rooting for him. Thank you for sharing him with all of us all these years.
Oh Nagi my heart goes out to you and Dozer. So many of us have been in your position and it is so difficult. You idolise / love him and he idolises you/ loves you unconditionally. You are both in my prayers and tears. Love and hugs to you bothxxx
My heart is breaking a little for you both. Dozer was the best of good boys and he will always live on in your heart. Big hug to you.
I am sorry to hear Dozer is not well. He is so lucky to have you as his mom. So many, many dogs (and cats) never experienced the love Dozer has had. Both you and him are blessed to have each other. I truly believe there is more “on the other side” and all dogs (and cats) go to Heaven. Hugs and well wishes to you both. One can see in all his pictures, Dozer is content knowing he has your love.
My heart is with you both. You are doing this right. Make all the memories you can. Sending hugs.
Big love and hugs to you and Dozer!!!
Strongs Nagi, lots of love to you both from all your South African friends. xxx
So so sorry Nagi.🐾❤️ Went through similar with my cat Spencer recently and keep trying to remind myself that we get the time we are given on this earth and those we are lucky enough to spend it with means everything. x
Very sorry to hear about Dozer. I’m crying with you. Love and hugs.
So sorry to read this post. Sending love and hugs to you and Dozer. ❤️
Im sorry your dog Dozer is going through all this, but I know he is very loved by you and your family.
Stay strong.
Love you both. Enjoy baba Dozer who’s already comfort to you. They’re not just pets they’re part of you and your who being. You have grown stronger by being in each others lives:-)xxxPA
Dear Nagi, you were there for me during those desperately hard years of Covid. You inspired me and supported me, even replying when I felt so alone and isolated. This amazing community you have built through your clever hands and delicate taste buds are here for you now, going through this incredibly tough time. Dozer is deeply loved and truly cherished. You have shared with him the most wonderfully delicious life. Sending you both so much love xx🦴xx (🧊)
Oh Nagi – My heart hurts for you. Dogs leave such a big space behind because they give us so much love every single day. Dozer is lucky to have you, and that love doesn’t disappear. I’m holding you both close in my thoughts.
My heart breaks! Dozer is more than a fur baby but FAMILY the heart of your home! Thank you for sharing him with us! Prayers of healing, comfort and strength. Sending you big hugs and love from my family of 2-babies Bailey & Baxter, the hearts of my home. ❤️🙏🏼❤️
The Rainbows Bridge Poem
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together….
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Thinking of you and Dozer, Nagi
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Dear Nagi I send much love and hugs to help sustain you during this traumatic time. Dozer knows how much he is adored by you and those around you both. Try to take comfort from the endless joy he has brought to your life and others. Thinking of you lovely lady xxx ❤️