I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Just shed a tear. Bless you, Dozer and love to you Nagi. X
So hard to say goodbye to those we love. How lucky you both were to have shared this beautiful time. Dozer has been a joy in your life that few people really get to know fully. 💔💔 kiss that beautiful boy My thoughts are with you at this sad and difficult time. Mal
Dozer has been a bright spot in every email you send. I look forward to seeing and hearing about his antics when ever I open one of your emails. I’m 83 years old and have had a dog my entire life. It’s heartbreaking when they have to say goodbye. But the joy and memories they give you are never forgotten. They are cherished forever. I wish Dozer well. And I thank you, Nagi, for sharing the “adventures of Dozer” with us.💕
I’ve just read the latest update on Georgeous Dozer and have shed some tears for you both. I have recently lost two of my fur babies and know what you must be going through. Sending lots of love and hugs to you both ❤️
What a lucky dog you have. Sending you and Dozer love and hugs..❤️
My heart and love goes out to you Naga. I lost my golden to cancer almost 30 years ago. He was 13 and like all goldies so full of love. I still cry at my loss. Loads of hugs 🥰🥰
I’m so sorry Nagi. He’s the bestest of boys. Please take all the time you need
Nagi, thank you for sharing your life with gorgeous Dozer, my heart breaks for you
It’s so sad to lose a pet who is a family member – but you will have so many beautiful memories. It’s just his time 💙 love to you and Dozer
My Dear Dozer, I love you to pieces although I’ve only met you through your loving mommy’s website. I love your big ‘ole head and tongue, the way you eye food you know you are destined to get a taste of and I love how your mom takes such exquisite care of you. You are loved, Mr. Dozer and you have changed so many lives for better with your joy of life. Sending love to you and your mom. Christina
The greatest love is to love animals.
We are all blessed.
Sending hugs x
Dozer is the luckiest dog to have the best doggy mum in the world. He has lived a blessed best life a dog could ask for.
Please stay strong for both you and Dozer. My heart is heavy for you because hes your world and your his…
Its heartbreaking and reading makes me so emotional. So I understand the pain your feeling.
Make the most of every moment with him, unforgettable memories and take the time to look after yourself as well.
Its tough and we are all in yours and Dozers corner.. hoping for the best and also supporting you during this tough time. 🙏
Recipes we have now are fine. We will always be here.
Dear Nagi ,I cannot hold back the tears reading about what you and Dozer are going through .You and Dozer are so loved .I pray you have more time with him.
I can’t voice the feelings I have for you. I still cry over my furbaby every day. Just know that beautiful boy had the best life because of you. Prayers and hugs for you….ill tell my boy to watch for Dover at the rainbow bridge.
So very sorry to hear about Dozer’s illness. You are both surrounded with love and positive thoughts from all the people you have connected with. I hope you both spend some quality time at home and continue to make memories.
Dear Nagi & Dozer,
Our family is sending you all our love, prayers and thoughts. Every family is special and unique-ours is one little girl, one woman and one beagle-but we are all equal family members and all share so much love. You and Dozer are your own special family too-and you have both been so generous is sharing your love and your family stories with us, thank you. Dozer-we are sending you all the healing, peace and strength you need, Nagi we are sending you all the courage, strength and support you need. The price of love may be grief, but there is also a deeper joy than that-the knowledge that (attributed to many people and on my brother’s headstone) “that life is eternal and love is immortal and death is only a horizon and a horizon is nothing more save the limit of our sight”. Go gently and slowly in the time ahead -may all the love here for you both help hold you both. Xx
Dozer is the luckiest dog to have the best doggy mum in the world. He has lived a blessed best life a dog could ask for.
Please stay strong for both you and Dozer. My heart is heavy for you because hes your world and your his…
Its heartbreaking and reading makes me so emotional. So I understand the pain your feeling.
Make the most of every moment with him, unforgettable memories and take the time to look after yourself as well.
Its tough and we are all in yours and Dozers corner.. hoping for the best and also supporting you during this tough time. 🙏
Sending you hugs during this very difficult time. I am sharing tears with you. Continue to spend all the time you have with him and come back to the website when you are ready.
Thank you so much Nagi for your willingness to include all of us in your journey with Dozer. It is a deeply personal time, yet it is also hard to contain privately as so many have shared your journey. Praying for you as you live through this changing season. Much love xx