I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Stay strong Nagi and Dozer, thank you for sharing he is one special dog
Dear Nagi,
I am so sad that Dozer health has not improved, he knows how much you love him, I feel your pain and sadness. I am praying for him.🙏🏻🙏🏻
Oh, Nagi… Oh, Dozer… This is so hard. Your tender hearts will always be tethered by the love, friendship, and all the beautiful memories. Thank you, Dozer, for all the joy and happiness you bring to all of us. You are so loved. Big hugs to you, Nagi. ❤️ Thank you for letting us know.
One hour at a time. That’s all you can do at this point in time. Praying you will be able to take him home 🐾🐾
Hi Nagi, I’m sharing your anguish for Dozer. We lost our Tinka recently so we know what you’re going through. We have Dozer in our thoughts.
Much love to you both ❤️❤️❤️
Just be with your boy. It’s the most heartbreaking time but without the unconditional love of our dogs life would be so much smaller. Much love from the UK ❤️
So so very sorry to hear about Dozer. The biggest and tightest and warmest of hugs for your beautiful pooch. X
You & Dozer need each other at this time. Strength together. Hugs to you both.
I am so sorry Nagi. I know exactly how you feel, It breaks your heart and a piece will be gone when Dozer takes his final breath. I hope he comes home with you, and if he does feed him ALL of the foods he loves, human food! Everything! This is what I did in the final weeks for my furry soulmate. Filet, cheese, yogurt, everything! My thoughts are with you…
Oh, we are SO Sorry for All that both you & Dozer are going through rt now! Thank goodness you can be with him, sharing your love & reassuring Dozer at his side. As all of us who’ve experienced this type of horrible pain know, all you can do is love him, be at his side, & enjoy him while you can. Do NOT worry @ business & others! I fell into that trap once, still went to work, & my sweet Humphrey (an absolutely wonderful little tripod Scottie) died while I was working as an RN in ICU. Even though that was bk in the 90s, I still feel that painful loss & stupid decision to this day. I can never forgive myself. So, do the right thing & Forget Everything Except Dozer! Trust me, you’re doing the Best Thing for you Both! Praying he can recover enough to still have those special last moments you are hoping for! Love to you Both! 💕🐾
My heart breaks for you, Nagi. All the love in the world to you and Dozer xx
Oh nagi my hugs to you n love you dozer air hugs n kisses you can have your time off nagi were always be here supporting you
Oh Nagi, I am so sorry to hear this. I have loved the Dozer updates included in your recipe emails – perhaps what I’ve looked forward to the most! He has brought so much joy and many laughs to your readers all around the world. Keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers at this difficult time.
May Dozer boy recover and have a few more years please ❤️
Sending healing prayers and hugs to you and Dozer❤️. Thank you for keeping us updated on sweet sweet Dozer❤️🐾🐾❤️.
You & Dozer have had so many adventures togeather. Sending you both love & light.
I’m in tears as I know how it ends. I had an oriental recue cat who had kidney disease and it was the hardest decision I had to make. He was my soul mate and I had to do what was best for him so he didn’t suffer anymore. Peter passed over about 11 am on the 5th March 2021. I know exactly what you are going through. Thank you for sharing
My heart goes out to you both. I know exactly how you are feeling, but Dozer knows you are near and will feel safe and loved. If tears could heal, he would be running on that beach again! Take care Xx
Sorry to hear about Dozer and you definitely need the time off to be with him. Cherish every moment with him, such a sweetheart.
All the best Nagi hugs to both of you xx