I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
You take the time you need. All of your fans and supporters understand how tough this time is for you. Dozer has had a glorious life thanks to you. Sometimes, you need to be selfish. Give Dozer a snuggle from ALL his adoring fans.
Oh Nagi I’m sitting here crying I’ve been through that terrible time and I know I can’t say anything that will take away the pain but I’m sending you BOTH lots of love 💕 and my thoughts are with you . Dozer knows that his mummy loves him so very much . I will be thinking of you both sending lots of love and a big kiss 💋 to Dozer xxx 🥰🏴💕
Very sad to read this! I always look for Dozer when I look at your posts. I will remember you in my prayers to give you the strength you require in this very troubled times 🙏❤️
I know first hand how it feels and what you’re going through with Dozer. I too, went through it a year ago with my beautiful Bear. My thoughts are with you Nagi and Dozer. Thank you for all the lovely videos and photos over the years. He’s been and will always be the perfect mascot. Big hugs to you both
I have lost four dogs in my lifetime and it is always painful like the first time. They are our babies, our friends, our companions and it hurts so much when they are gone. I ‘m sure he will be held dearly in your heart just like he has been held dearly in your arms all those years. Enjoy the moments and hope for his best. Many hugs from Greece.
So sorry to hear that Dozer is not a well boy. Sending millions of healing vibes to enable him to have that trip home with you. We recently had to say goodbye to our girl of 12.9 years and miss her daily. Sending love and hugs. Xxx
Having lost a few furry babies of our own we know your pain. And our wishes and love go to you and yours !
Stay strong Naji! Be with dozer – he will be looking for you through all the drama. I feel so sad for you.
Sending you so much love Nagi and Dozer. Dogs are such heaven sent gifts, especially as they aren’t with us for very long. Enjoy this precious time together and create more beautiful memories to treasure.
So sorry to hear your latest news about Dozer. Being the owner of an 8 year 7 month old golden retriever myself I can imagine how you must feel. Sending Dozer lots of love. X
Pets are the family we choose. Big hugs to you both💞
Oh bless both of you i wish only the best hugs and sending love sue soggy uk stay strong feel as if i know you both so well xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Sending love & hugs to you & Dozer❤❤xx.
Thinking thinking of you at this sad time. Thanks for sharing Dozer with us.
Oh Nagi! What a beautiful life you have given Dozer, and he’s truly adored by many millions of people. I had a border collie pass away at 14 years old, he was with me from early childhood right through to my early 20’s. He was truly the best dog I ever had and still miss him! The gods that mad dogs so perfect, and so much fun and so loyal knew how perfect they were that they knew someday, they would want them back.
Sending all the love to everyone at RTE and RTM and you and Dozer especially.
Dozer, you are a delight and have had a beautiful life. May your journey be peaceful., Nagi, I’m so sorry at the loss you are facing, I lost my beloved Lucy after 9 wonderful years a few years back and think of her so often.
Stay cuddled to Dozer so that when the time comes you will be close to him. He has had a wonderful life with you, so store every minute. Xxx
Sending love to both Nagi and Dozer
Dozer, thank you for the days where your beautiful smile put a smile on my face and filled my heart. You are so loved, and always will be. Nagi, sending the biggest hugs to you xx
Thinking of you Nagi during this stressful and difficult time. We’ve always loved Dozer’s critique of your recipes, he has such a good palate 🩷