I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Nagi and Dozer. Sending you much love and hugs at this most difficult time. Our fur babies just do not live long enough. I know you will shower him with more love and hugs.
I have no words, just tears. Sending you all my love ❤️
Hi Nagi as a fellow Goldie owner who has been through it all before I am sending you and Dozer much love and hugs. It’s the hardest thing. Just take comfort in the fact that you’ve given Dozer the BEST life and he has loved and been loved by you and so many others xxx
Hugs for you both.. our GR girl made it to 13.9 and we have the same photos in hospital so yours brought back so many memories. Memories you will cherish that you have shared with us all.. Dozer the furry child with a huge extended family 🥰
From Ohio, I’m so sorry to hear about Dozer. What a beautiful soul. He is so very loved. 🤍
So sorry Dozer is not well. I think this is one of the most difficult things in life to loose your little buddy who is always happy to see you no matter how late you are. Thank you Nagi for sharing his and your life with us. Making your work way more than recipes – love of out 4 legged kids is a special thing. Peace and memories
My thoughts are with you and your wonderful Dozer. I know what this stage is like. We are with you both all the way through this and beyond. Xxx
Words don’t work at times like this. One thing we all know – you could not have possibly given Dozer any better of a life. For that, he’s eternally grateful 🩷
Nagi, Dozer, you are adored worldwide. Your fights, strength, resilience are always with us. Please see us as the ines who have you in our prayers, ones who would be with you if possible.
All the best wishes and love!
You both are in our prayers and hope a miracle occurs🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️❤️
My heart is breaking for you, The love your dog gives and the love you give him is forever in both your hearts.
sending love X
The relationship you have with Dozer is beautiful – you have made people’s lives more thoughtful and loving. The Dozer photos in your recipe books bring the recipes to life. I didn’t need more recipe books and you have generously shared so many recipes on line but when I saw Dozer of course I had to have those books. Thinking of you and thank you for the gift of Dozer in our lives as well
Such a beautiful companion he has been. So sad to see his life ebbing away. Thinking of you.
Nagi, sending you and Dozer love and hugs 🦮🐾
Dear Nagi, I am so sorry for the heartache you are feeling now. You have been a fantastic mom to Dozer, and I know how much he loves you in return.
Take care, L
Heartfelt wishes to you and Dozer. I have loved seeing him in your posts and he will be missed. Sending love at such a difficult time. 💞
I’m so sorry your beloved Dozer is unwell and I’m glad that I got to know him through your recipe book and blogs. Take care and enjoy Dozer’s last days. Kind regards Rita
It hurts so much when they are ill and when they have to leave us. My thoughts are with you and Dozer during this difficult time.
Oh, Nagi, my heart is breaking for you, having experienced this myself. I’m looking at my 2 and thinking of all the happiness fur babies bring. Sending much love to you both. Rob xxx
This is a very sad and hard time for you. He is a beautiful boy. Love and prayers to you and Dozer ❤️ 🙏 xxx