I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Such a beautiful companion he has been. So sad to see his life ebbing away. Thinking of you.
Nagi, sending you and Dozer love and hugs 🦮🐾
Dear Nagi, I am so sorry for the heartache you are feeling now. You have been a fantastic mom to Dozer, and I know how much he loves you in return.
Take care, L
Heartfelt wishes to you and Dozer. I have loved seeing him in your posts and he will be missed. Sending love at such a difficult time. 💞
I’m so sorry your beloved Dozer is unwell and I’m glad that I got to know him through your recipe book and blogs. Take care and enjoy Dozer’s last days. Kind regards Rita
It hurts so much when they are ill and when they have to leave us. My thoughts are with you and Dozer during this difficult time.
Oh, Nagi, my heart is breaking for you, having experienced this myself. I’m looking at my 2 and thinking of all the happiness fur babies bring. Sending much love to you both. Rob xxx
This is a very sad and hard time for you. He is a beautiful boy. Love and prayers to you and Dozer ❤️ 🙏 xxx
Dear Nagi, soak up the most beautiful quality time with your boy Dozer. Make more memories, more pats, more cuddles. There will never be enough, get as many as you can. Saying the long goodbye is the hardest part of loving them. But loving them is the easiest part of life. Thinking of you, lots of love to both you and Dozer xx
Dear Nagi, this is heartbreaking. Sending you lots of love and hoping Dozer gets to go home for his final chapter xx
I feel your pain. I have experienced this love and loss. Thinking of you.
My heart goes out to you. 🥰
I’m praying for Dozer and your family Nagi. You are in my thoughts.
My thoughts & prayers go with you Nagi & the beautiful boy Dozer. My little fur baby, Chilli is 12 years old. I refer to her as “my heart beat” I think that says it all. Big hugs to Dozer xx♥️
Dear Nagi.
How heart breaking. My thoughts are with you and thanks for the joy you have brought us by sharing Dozer with us.
Wishing both of you calm and peace. ❤️❤️❤️
My heart is breaking for you. All you can do is keep him comfortable and love on him every minute you.
Sending all my love for you and Dozer. So lovely you can bring him home for his final chapter.
My heart is breaking and I’ve already shed many tears for you both. Please give Dozer a hug from me and take one for yourself.
Thanks for the update and my prayers are for you both as you spend time with your beloved Dozer. Having been in this situation a few times I can feel for you Nagi …blessings Carol
Sending you and Dozer love, prayers, and quality time together.