I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I’m so sorry Nagi, I will pray that Dozer gets those last few moments of joy that you want him to have. Rest assured that we are all here thinking of you and wishing all the comfort you will need
Kia Kaha beautiful Nagi 💖 I know you’ll be breathing in every second of your precious Dozer & you have a worldwide army of support & love behind you both 🌟
All the love in the world to you and Dozer❤️
What a beautiful partnership and relationship you have with Dozer. Thanks for keeping us updated with his condition and progress. I wish only the best for Dozer and yourself, it must be heart wrenching going through this. ❤️
It is so hard to see a beloved pet suffer. Thoughts and prayers are with you.
It is so hard to see a beloved pet suffer. Thoughts and prayers are with you. May your wonderful memories of Dozer comfort you. xo
I feel the hurt 🙏 I lost my beloved Charlie Brown (pug) 16 yrs😭
My heart is breaking for you & Dozer💔🫶🏼
So. So. Sorry to read the news about Dozer. Give him a hug from me. Sending you love and hugs. Stay strong during this difficult time
Dozer has brought life to your page . Love him like one of my own. Fight on, you have so many supporters.xx
Lovely boy, Dozer. Hopefully many more pats and tummy rubs to come.
Oh, Nagi, I am so sorry! You and Dozer are both so lucky to have each other, and I love how much you have helped him live absolutely his best life possible. 💜💜💜💜
Wishing you and Dozer a whole lot of strength in this trying time. It’s been an absolute joy getting to know and seeing Dozer in all your books and website. I love his photo bombs! Much love.
Sending hugs from Canada.
Arms around you in grief Nagi. I know the feeling well. My wife and I lost our Yorkshire Terrier whom we cherished, to illness, as well. We pray that God gives you the fortitude and forbearance to sustain the inevitable. We are with you in spirit. Kind regards. Adil from Karachi, Pakistan.
My deepest thoughts are with you both. Devastating news. I lost my beautiful Chilli some years ago. I still miss her every day. My thoughts are with you love and best wishes Chrissie.xxx
Nagi, you and Dozer are in my heart and prayers. He’s your boy and I feel part of my life. I am so thankful that forever more, no matter where we all are, Dozer will be part of my life. May he be blessed every second he’s earthbound and beyond. With love and light Anna & Bella (my girl). Love and hugs to you Nagi & Dozer <3
Thinking of you – praying for you and Dozer. Sending love from South Africa.
My heart breaks for you Nagi. It’s such a treasured and fraught time with such heightened emotions. I don’t know anyone who doesn’t love Dozer and it’s been a privilege to be a part of his life in stories over the years. Much love and hugs as you travel the last road together ❤️❤️
I’m not a doggy owner, but I’m bawling