I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I’m so sorry about Dozer, may he spend the last days of his life with the people he loves. You gave him a wonderful life <3
Firstly, Dozer had a wonderful and enriched time with you. However the ending is always painful that love which is unconditional that only dog owners understand makes it hard to say goodbye. I am sending you thoughts and prayers.
I’m sitting here crying while I read this. The circle of life happens far too quickly, but ohhhh how loved he is.
Sending Dozer love and light, and you plenty of prayers.
Much love.
Dear Nagi,
So sorry to hear this sad news, my thoughts are with you & Dozer, sending you love & hugs. ♥️🫂xxxx
Sending much love to you and Dozer. It sounds like you have a wonderful support network looking after you both.
I hope you can love on him at home and give him all the treats he deserves.
Dear Nagi
All of us dog owners know what you are going through. Dozer is such a beauty and reminds me so much of my gorgeous Labrador Gemma (who was 16 when she passed over 🌈). So all the way from the UK I am sending big hugs and much love to you and especially Dozer – his paw prints will stay with you forever but until that time enjoy every minute of cuddles & love with him which I’ve no doubt you will do. Stay strong 🐾💙
Nagi …
Know that you are not alone in being there with your Pupster, when they need you the most. And, know that all of us love Dozer too, and we are sorry that he is reaching the Last Days. But, it happens to all of our “Beloved’s”. We lost 2 dogs at the end of Covid due to cancer in their advanced years, and not a day goes by — that we don’t share a laugh when we think about them.
Again, sorry that Dozer is now in a little worse health …
love from America, David & Cathy
So sad, Nagi.
All my best wishes to Dozer for a speedy recovery and for being such a beautiful ‘little’ trouper.
Stay strong.
Roma
Dearest Nagi,
My heart is so heavy for you and Dozer. There is never enough time when a love is so strong. I hope you know how much Dozer loves you for being so amazing. I hope you both have checked off all the boxes of dreams together and hope you both believe that we will meet again. Sending love and hugs to you both!
Daniel
Oh my goodness Nagi, my heart has skipped a beat every time I read your new blog because I was dreading what it might say about the love of your fur life Dozer. Today I have a knot in my stomach and genuine sadness and grief for you and your family, what a beautiful boy and soul mate he has been and so open with his love for you and anyone else close. They break our hearts, but give so much more before they leave us. The paw 🐾 prints on your heart will forever be there, Dozer will never really leave, he will be with you for eternity. Love and light ❤️🩹
Dearest Nagi,
My heart and prayers go out to you and Dozer. You both are loved by millions and I’m betting you feel all that love. It can’t replace your/our Dozer but hope you feel some comfort. You’re the best doggy mom I’ve ever known of. He’s had the best possible life being your puppy. Love and hugs to you both.
Sue T.
Spokane, WA. USA
Nagi …
Know that you are not alone in being there with your Pupster, when they need you the most. And, know that all of us love Dozer too, and we are sorry that he is reaching the Last Days. But, it happens to all of our “Beloved’s”. We lost 2 dogs at the end of Covid due to cancer in their advanced years, and not a day goes by — that we don’t share a laugh when we think about them.
Again, sorry that Dozer is now in a little worse health …
love from America, David & Cathy
My heart is absolutely breaking for you Nagi. We lost our little girl last year at 15 and a half and it was devastating. Praying for you and Dozer for a miracle, he could not have a more wonderful Mum than you. Sending you both much love, Katrina
My heart is aching for you Nagi. Dozer, may leave you soon, but you will always have the memories, they will never leave. Believe me, I know this to be true
Dear Nagi and Darling Dozer. You have both been blessed with so much love for each other and no-one can ever take that from you. My heart goes out to you at such a difficult time. Hugs to you both.
Love to you and Dozer. I know the heartbreak of losing your best friend. Can never be replaced 💕💕💕
Big hugs and thoughts to you at this time. Fur babies are the most wonderful companions and are not with us long enough.
Any dog lover will know what you are going through, there is never a time that we are ready to say goodbye and it is so unfair that they don’t live as long as us on this earth but they do live forever in our hearts as that part of your heart that is Dozer shaped will always be there. Wishing you nothing hugs in your time of making final memories together with Dozer. He is a giant among dogs,
Hi Navi & Dozer,
I understand what you are saying totally. Sending you all a big hug as you navigate Dozer’s journey. We lost our 131/2 year old dog 4 weeks ago after treating her for diabetes with twice daily injections.
You coping with Dozer with so much dignity and thank you for sharing with us. ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Sending much love. These last days or weeks with our beloved pets are very precious, and how we spoil them! Praying that Dozer can come home to have that special love and joy xx
Oh Nagi, my heart goes out to you and your lovely Dozer. We lost our 17 year old pomapoo (Pom/Poodle x) 18 months ago. It’s heartbreaking losing a member of your family. Sending love to you at this sad time.
Hi Navi & Dozer,
I understand what you are saying totally. Sending you all a big hug as you navigate Dozer’s journey. We lost our 131/2 year old dog 4 weeks ago after treating her for diabetes with twice daily injections.
You coping with Dozer with so much dignity and thank you for sharing with us. ♥️♥️♥️♥️