I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I have tears in my eyes, Nagi, thinking about what you’re going through with your beloved Dozer.
I lost my beloved 20 year old cat and two very special dogs in the last year and it never gets any easier, but time does heal and no-one can ever take away the wonderful memories.
When the time comes to say goodbye, you’ll know, and I hope it helps just a little knowing how many people are crying with you.
Big hugs
Judy
Thank you for sharing this. This past August I lost my best friend one Sunday after playing outside.He came in and collapsed. A tumor on his spleen ruptured and he bled out in front of me. Your heart is broken but his love will always be with you. If he crosses that rainbow bridge he will be happy and free of pain. Know he will always love you too.
Nagi, I am so sad to hear that Dozer is nearing the end of his wonderful life. My husband and I lost our beloved Jack Russell rescue two months ago and remain heartbroken. Thinking of you and wishing you both peace and a warm hug.
Nagi, Dozer is a beautiful dog and he has been lucky to have you as his family. This is a very sad time and it makes me miss my two dogs as well. Best wishes Elaine
Nagi
I lOVE your recipes and have all your books.
I cook your recipes at least twice a week and haven’t been disappointed.
We have a 13 year old rescue Doberman who rules our lives.
The only thing wrong with having pets is when they get sick or old.
I’m feeling your pain!
Look after him and remember all the funny stories.
So sorry to hear this, I love to see Dozers posts. My heart goes out to you. Sending love & prayers.
Sending you both heaps of love Nagi & Dozer x
Oh Nagi
Sending huge hugs and love to you and prayers for Dozer ♥️♥️🙏🙏🥰🥰❤️😊♥️
All my love to Dozer and from my greyhounds Eevee & Ollie.
Hugs & comfort to you, it is always a difficult time.
All the best for you both,
Lyn xox
Oh Dozer…….you’re a lucky, lucky boy to have been loved so much by everyone, especially your furmum, Nagi. You both enjoy your time together and may Dozer get to do absolutely everything he loves one more time.
When the time comes, I’m sure Dozer will be up in puppy-heaven critiquing every new recipe that Nagi publishes! He will never leave your side in the kitchen.
We’ll miss you Dozer, but no one more so than your mum, and thank you Nagi for letting us into your little world. Take care over the next little while xxoo.
Love to you and the Best Dozer ever!!
Much love dear Nagi to you and your golden boy. We get such a short time with our pets but what a wonderful time it is. Warm thoughts dear.
Dreaded the day this post would come. Wishing you all the best and strength in this phase of life.
I am so sorry to hear this. My heart is breaking for you. Love to you and your boy.
So sad for you Nagy. And also your beautiful Dozer. He had been the most perfect companion for you. Sending hugs. 🙌🤗
Oh I am so sorry Nagi… Your beautiful boy loves you so much and you have been the most amazing mumma you could possibly be. I am so glad you are spending this time with him, and we will be here for you when you get back. All with the hugest most loving hugs that we can give. Take your time beautiful lady. Big, big healing love to the amazing Dozer. He loves you more than words can say. Crying now xoxoxo
I am deeply sorry for your loss Dozer was a loyal and Cherished, companion, and his absence will be greatly felt. Please except my sincere condolences during this difficult time.
Thank you so much for sharing and making us all feel so special when it’s so tough on you and Dozer. We send love and are thinking of you in the days ahead. ❤️. It will always be the Life of Dozer. A life well lived and so well loved A. Xx 😘
This is so sad, but you have given Dozer the best life. Much love and hugs to you both xxx
Sending you both hugs and cuddles at this difficult time. He has brought so much joy . Xx