I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
My heart is breaking for you. All you can do is keep him comfortable and love on him every minute you.
Sending all my love for you and Dozer. So lovely you can bring him home for his final chapter.
My heart is breaking and I’ve already shed many tears for you both. Please give Dozer a hug from me and take one for yourself.
Thanks for the update and my prayers are for you both as you spend time with your beloved Dozer. Having been in this situation a few times I can feel for you Nagi …blessings Carol
Sending you and Dozer love, prayers, and quality time together.
Dear Nagi, my heart dropped when I read the update on Dozer’s health. Sending you both big hugs – stay strong xx
Every pet owner knows the day will come, but you never want to acknowledge or believe the unbelievable. It is heartbreaking to see your furbaby getting older and all you can do is be there and be thankful for being owned by them. You are both the luckiest beings to have been blessed with having each other, love from one of those lucky owners who knows just how hard it is xxx
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer. Hugs and love to you both.
Sending thoughts and love to you both.
I’ve been following you guys forever and so many of your recipes are now part of our meal and snack times. And while I’ve thoroughly enjoyed and appreciated the recipes, I’m a dog mom and Dozer has always had a piece of my heart. I don’t pray. But for this sweet boy, I’m making an exception…We’re all pulling for you Dozer.
I know the feeling of your great loss which is coming, all my thoughts, much love
My heart goes out to you and Dozer. Xxxxxx
I’m sending you and Dozer my love and many many hugs!
I have no words. My heart aches for you. ❤️
You are both in my thoughts and prayers. Take care. 🙏❤️
No words can describe the pain and utter desolation experienced when losing a much loved pet. I am so sorry you are now facing this.
I hope your wish for some quality time at home with Dozer comes true. It is so hard to say goodbye.
With much love to you both.
Sending love and comfort to you and Dozer.
My heart goes out to you it takes me back when my lovely “DUKE” passed away – he was a huge 150 lbs and used to stand on his hind legs and woof – people would ask me if he was half bear lol….much love and tears ~ Dianne xox
I am so sad to hear about Dozer. I know your heart breaks, and yes many tears are shed when we lose our pets, that we give so much love to. You have wonderful photos of so many things that Dozer was a part of. Many happy memories of your wonderful Dozer.
Hoping for your best outcome! Sending hugs and much love to you and Dozer!!!