I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
You’ve both been taken into our hearts over the years Nagi and we’ll miss dear Dozer when the time comes.
I’ve already cried a river but the love that Dozers given you over the years will stay with you forever. Bless you both and your fabulous team.
Sending love and hugs to you both as you navigate this part of dozers journey, enjoy the special time together 💙
Thinking of you and hoping that you and Dozer are able to be together at fun doing what he loves. x
Nagi I never make any comments, but this brought me tears 😭 I still remember when I say goodbye to my dog 26 years ago. Just be strong, Dozer had a great time with you and you with him and memories of him will be forever.
So sad but yes the circle of life hits creatures great & small
It was so hard reading this post. Literally broke my heart. I Have enjoyed Dozer through your posts so much over the years. Sending all my good wishes to both you and Dozer.
I’m sending you a million hugs.
My heart breaks as I read this, I’m quite new to your community but simply love your recipes, books and the best recipe tester in the business – Dozer!! Enjoy your special time with Dozer, huge hugs to you both. X
I feel your heartache, but you are giving Dozer more of his best life – he is loved and cherished and you can’t ask for more than that xx
No words Nagi
Just sending you and Dozer love and hugs ❤️🐶❤️🐶❤️
As the tears flow down my cheeks Nagi & Dozer, I hold you both in my thoughts & my heart through this time ❤️. So glad you can be together for this last chapter. Big hugs & lots of love from myself & so many others who’ve never met either of you but care deeply thanks to you including us in your special adventures together. xxx
My heart goes out to you and Doser, a life well lived.Bev Sadler
❤️🙏❤️
Oh Nagi 💔 Thinking of you and Dozer. This is one of the toughest parts of life, they are your family. Enjoy every moment together. I’ve always loved the stories of you and Dozer. Thankyou for sharing your boy with us over so many years. ♥️♥️
My heart breaks for you – it’s so hard. Sending hugs and loving thoughts x
Thinking of you Nagi, sending positivity your way! X
Oh my dearest. I truly feel your pain. Nothing prepares us for the humongous loss of our beloved friend. May he go gently into the night, with his Mom by his side. Sending love & hugs.
I’m so sorry that you have to let him go, but you have given him the BEST life. His love for you shines through.
May the love you and Dozer share as well as the genuine love and concern from the Recipetin Community give you strength through the final chapter and beyond.
Sending you hugs and love. It is so hard to see a beloved pet go through this. Hoping you get to take him home again soon.