I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Sending virtual hugs and peaceful vibes as you spend this precious time with Dozer. Have been where you are. It’s a journey, one I’ll never forget. Take care of yourself too Nagi. Sending love to you both.
All my best wishes for you and Dozer, Nagi! May you be blessed with some quality time at home and the beach with your sweet Dozer.
I just wanted to say how much my heart goes out to you + Dozer. Even though I’ve never met you or him in person, your emails + recipes have made me feel like I know you both, + it’s clear how deeply loved + cherished he is.
I can only imagine how surreal + emotional it must be right now. I hope you’re able to find little moments of comfort – whether that’s through JB’s recipes, ICU beeps, or just snuggling with your beloved Dozer.
Thank you for sharing him with all of us over the years. He’s lucky to have you, + we’ve all been lucky to feel a bit of that love too. 💛🙏🏽🐾
Thinking of you both,
Kristen
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Sending lots of love and hugs to you and Dozer. Our fur kids may be little but they take up the biggest space in our hearts and then our hearts break because we can’t keep them safe forever.
My Dear Nagi and Sweetest Dozer,
My heart is breaking for what you both have been going through.
With full transparency, as soon as I read your subject line, my eyes were filled with tears as I steadied myself for what was coming.
But, I am consoled that this is not the circle closing yet, Nagi.
You have a dedicated medical team of vets doing all they possibly can to keep Dozer with you – and us.
For those of us who have loved our furry family members it is heartbreaking to see them sick, and I am again so sorry for Dozer’s current situation.
He is a determined fellow so I shall hold faith and offer my prayers for both of you.
Please try to live in ‘the now’ while you are still together, and not get pulled in by the ‘what-ifs, or what may come’. Your loving companion is still here with you and I believe he feels every heartbeat of YOUR love.
JB and your brother will handle all that needs done with caring and grace, especially the needs of the RTM, which in my opinion takes priority over ‘us’ needing new recipes. That part will return in time, and everyone will be happy when it does.
Sending Much Love and Hugs, Nagi, and Big Belly Rubs for “Our Boy”.
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Prayers and Strength from The Canadian Prairies.
Alex🦄
Hugs for you both!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
There are no words, just sending you and Dozer so much love and wish you get to spend some special time together before it’s time for farewell. They are family, comforting companions through so many milestones, wins and challenges, pure and beautiful souls. Let the beautiful memories offer you support on this journey.
Much love to you both, I feel so lucky to have followed your story and then met you both in person at Sash book signing. Sick fur babies are the hardest thing in the world to go through…xxx
So sorry to hear this I know how hard it is to make a decision but remember it’s for his comfort sending lots of love and hugs your way
Dearest Nagi my heart is so heavy reading this. while not unexpected still very upsetting. Sending you and team and most of all Dozer much, much love. thank you for sharing him with us and please tell JB not to worry about new recipes. we can make do for goodness sake. Dozer, food bank and your own emotional health far more important.
I’m sending you both positive vibes ❤️
Nagi. You and Dozer were the inspiration behind our family welcoming a golden fur baby to our home last year. What a joy they are and I am so sorry that you are dealing with this. Much love to Dozer You are the best doggo mama I’ve ever seen- Don’t forget to take care of yourself too!
All my love to you and Dozer he is having a great life with you as a mom. Loved the special moments we were able to share with you. Ive lost my Maddison early in the year and it was heartbreaking, so my heart goes out to you if you have to say your final goodbye but he is going to doggy heaven where he will bring lots of fun and love
So sad to hear your news about Dozer. You have lots of lovely memories made together and these will never be lost. I hope you can bring him home and make a few more before his time comes. A big hug to you both.♥️♥️
I’m so sorry you are going through this. The hardest part of loving our pets is losing them 😭😭😭 I hope you both get the last moments together that you wish for ❤️❤️❤️
My heart is heavy – I’ve been where you are . Dozer is such a lucky boy to have you as his mum. It’s an absolute joy to have shared all the fun of the life of Dozer – I know you will fill his days with all the love and affection you’ve always given him. Big hugs to you both xx
Lots of love to you all. Thank you for sharing Dozer with us. Xx
Sending loads of healing love to you and your beautiful boy Nagi x
All my love to you Nagi, and the gorgeous Dozer. ❤️💕💗
Sending deep love to Dozer and you. You are both in my heart.