I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Dear Nagi, my heart breaks for you. I have been exactly where you are a little while back. I hope Dozer enjoys his final hours with icepops and what ever else he likes., and that he has a peaceful end of life. My girl Nutella was my shadow and the other half of me so our dog journeys are love and heartbreak. Stay strong Nagi. Love to you and Dozer.
I am reading this all with tears rolling down my cheeks just knowing so well what you are going through. We lost our little chap at aged 15 and he was loved and adored by us all. Sending huge hugs and prayers to you all at this time. Dozer is a champion.
all the best to you and Dozer. I have been in that situation a couple of times in my life and I know how it feels ( as much as anyone else can in the situation which is always a very personal one ) but anyway just know that there are lots of people who are with you in spirit Spend quality time with him ! XOXOXO Michael
Dearest Nagi, I’m so sorry. I know just how deeply a dog can get into your heart and soul. I still grieve for my beautiful dogs past. Their lives are way too short. As I’m writing this, I stop to stroke my almost 14 year old cavy-cross who follows me everywhere and gives so much love and joy. Enjoy your time with your beautiful boy. Sending you love and best wishes 💕💕💕
Ohhh Nagi, I’m so incredibly sorry to read this 😢
Having been in your situation on too many occasions, my heart breaks for you.
We will miss you and Dozer & I’m sure there will be many a prayer said that Dozer get to go home & do all the things he loves.
Thinking of you both with much love ❤️xx
Thinking of you and Dozer, I am praying for him xxo
My love to you and Dozer and everyone there…thank you for sharing Dozer with us…❤️❤️❤️❤️🇨🇦
My heart is with you Nagi and your beautiful Dozer. Hold tight each other and enjoy every moment together.
National, my heart goes out to you. I feel I know Dozer! What a beautiful boy. Sending a huge amount of love and strength yo you both ❤️
Our heart is with you and precious Dozer.❤️
I’m tearing up as I write this, sitting next to my 13 year old and 12 year old pups. They are a massive part of my life and take up a lot of space in my heart. Thinking of you and Dozer. I hope Dozer battles through this to get some more joyous days of love and treats with you by his side Nagi.
Sending positive vibes and love to you and dozer. It’s unfair that they have such a short time on earth with us and make such a big impact whilst they are here and an aching hole when they inevitably leave. We, humans, are lucky to have them as our companions in life. Cherish every moment with Dozer. x
Dear Dozer and Nagi,
Make the most of and enjoy this special time together. Thank you for always making me smile, I may be crying now but I shall think of you both with a smile and fondness.
Lots of love and my best wishes to you xx
I never realised how much this would affect me. Dozer is a big reason why I love (and trust) this site. May he get the time to do all of the things he loves and more. Our thoughts and wishes with you.
Our thoughts are with you
Sending you lots of love and healing
Sending much Love and Prayers for you and Dozer. 💜🙏💜
I’m so sorry Nagi, the pain of saying goodbye, either long or short is very hard.. Knowing he has spent a magnificent lifetime with you is some comfort.❤️
I’m in tears at Woolies and making your satay chicken curry for dinner tonight for my family. I only just lost my best mate (Biggie, 11 year old Boston terrier) recently.
I will hope and pray that Dozer gets to go home with you and I commend you on having a break.
We love you both so much xox
Sending you and Dozer hugs dear Nagi. My prayers too for Dozer to be better soon.
❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰 lots of love to you both, it’s sad when our furry friends get old and sick, remember all those good times, and remember you have given him a great life and he has given you lots of wonderful memories.