I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Loved following Dozer and you. I’m gutted. Was hoping this day wouldn’t come, but know it always does.
Peace to you and Dozer.
After all the years, Dozer has become a beloved part of our lives. We’ve laughed, smiled and cried along the way. I hope that you get some very special time with him Nagi. My heart is breaking for you. Treasure every minute you still have. Thinking of you xx
Oh Nagi, I hope this precious time with Dozer brings you many hugs and cuddles. It’s such a hard time – we lost our 17 year old boy, Ted, last year and we were devastated but we knew it was time. We have since welcomed a rescued rascal, Alfie, into our home and although Ted has definitely not been replaced, we can’t believe the joy Alfie is bringing us in this new chapter for our family. Our home isn’t a home without the patter of paws. Sending you big hugs from our family to yours xx
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I’m crying now and praying for you and dozer
I know this is a very difficult time for you
Hopefully dozer isn’t in pain
My Molly was 19 years old
So sorry to hear your soul mate is so unwell. He is getting the best love and support he needs from you. Sending hugs to you and Dozer.
Lots of love and big hugs to you and Dozer.
Dear Nagi and Dozer. I also know the pain of seeing a furry loved one decline and die. A heart breaking experience. Enjoy your last moments together. They are so very special. Xx
So sorry to hear about Dozer, who is obviously loved very much. It is heart wrenching when you pet dies. Hope you have a few good days with him. He would know he’s loved.
Thanks for taking the time to update us Nagi – we all love Dozer (and you of course)… sending lots of love to both you x
Forever a good boy. Respect to you Nagi for embracing time with Dozer, the loyalty and love will be endless. Take strength from all of us to enjoy and cherish his sweet presence x
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My heart breaks for you Nagi. I hope you get to spend more special days with Dozer. We lost our almost 16 year old Buddy last week and it’s the hardest and saddest thing we’ve been through in a long time. Our pups are so precious and such a big part of our family and it hurts so much when they are at the end of their lives. Sending a big hug to you both.
I think of you and Dozer many times throughout the day. I’m in tears reading this. Your genuine connection with your followers makes us feel like we personally know you and Dozer. Take all the time you need with him. Don’t put pressure on yourself or your team to post new recipes. There are plenty for us to try already. (Made 3 of your recipes on the weekend.) Give Dozer hugs from all of us in Winnipeg, Canada.
My thoughts are with you. I know just how you feel.
Please take all the time you need, and thank you for sharing Dozer with us all. One precious day at a time, take care of yourself.
Dozer has had and is having a wonderful life. He will always be by your side, no matter what. Still, my heart aches for you both because …both your hearts ache with the desire for things to stay …as you know them, rather than as things change. But – the one thing that never changes is the Love that connects heart to heart. That doesn’t mean we don’t cry with you both. It means we do.
Dear Dozer. When the time comes he will leave behind memories of love and loyalty. Thank you for sharing him with all of us.
My thoughts are with you during this difficult time.
Love to you and your beautiful boy Dozer. ❤️
A beautiful dog with a beautiful family. Thinking of you and Dozer and sending all the good stuff your way. ❣️