I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I have no words nagi. I have lost 2 dogs last year and it’s genuinely the worst thing I’ve ever been through. My daughter has a 7 month old Goldie. I absolutely know it doesn’t help but my goodness this beautiful and his adorable mumma has touched my heart in so many ways. You and dozer are a wonderful partnership that will endure. I’m so so sad to read this. Sending all the love and strength in the world. 🐾🐾🐾🌹🌹♥️♥️
As a fellow golden mum (11 years but having some larangeal issues) I’m tearing up reading your post. My thoughts are with you both xx
Nagi, such a brave boy, he is hanging on for you because he knows you will be utterly heartbroken. He has given you and us readers such great, funny segments.
Take some comfort Nagi knowing we are feeling your pain. ❤️
Our fur kids love us unconditionally.
Big hugs. 😘😘😘❤️❤️
Hi Nagi and Dozer
When I first opened a recipe from your website a couple of years ago I was througly impressed but I fell more in love with the little Dozer updates. Sending Dozer much love and prayers 🙏❤️ and big hugs for you.
Feeling for you Nagi and sending lots of love and support at this very sad time. Dozer has had the best life a dog could ask for, and if I return as a dog could I please be YOUR dog? xxxx
So much love to you and Dozer. Our household has been fans of you both for years. It’s precious to know you are able to stay with him at the vet. Also rooting Dozer can make it home soon
I am so sorry to hear that Dozer has been so ill. My eyes are filled with tears for you and he. He has been a joy to see on your postings and we all shall miss him. He looks tired and if it is his time to go over the rainbow, remember, he will be waiting for you on the other side. xx
OMG YOU TOOK ME DOWN MEMORY LINE RATHER PAINFUL COS I WAS IN YOUR SHOES WITH MAZA / CAT AT 16 y of age and Dr Peter was in and out of my place so many times that I’ve lost count.
I am crying and am “ SORRY” but we all have to go through this so you are in my thoughts and prayers and my heartfelt thoughts for you be strong. Love you all.
What a wonderful Mom you are. What a wonderful pup Dozer is. You are so very lucky to have each other! Sending strength & love to you both during this tough time. Thank you for sharing your lives with us xx
Oh Nagi !! I know the pain of losing a beloved family member….I feel your pain and send tonssss of love to you and Dozer…He is adored !
Love to you and your precious boy as you savor your bittersweet moments.
Dozer 💟
Had trouble reading your latest Dozer update due to tears in my eyes 🥺 These beloved fur babies bring so much joy to our lives, but of course with that comes the inevitable sadness.
Much love to you and Dozer💕💕💕💕
To remember all the joy Dozer has brought to your life, is life itself…and life is remembering every moment Dozer shared with you. Lots of Blessings, Hugs & Love to Dozer & you.🙏🏻
Sending the best wishes to Dozer, what a beautiful soul x
Sending the best wishes to Dozer, what a beautiful soul x
Prayers for Dozer, his caregivers and your entire family. Bless you all.
I’m so sorry. The way you loved on Dozier always made me smile. Thank you for sharing your world with us. Sending prayers and hugs.
❤️ words cannot express how sorry I am you have to go through this.
Thank you for sharing your beautiful life with Dozer. ❤️
Thinking of you guys and just sending all the love and strength and prayers your way. I love you Dozer 🩷