I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Dear Navi, I’m crying while writing this because I know what you’re going through and how you’re feeling , having gone through the same experience with my beloved Labrador, Dougal.The grief can seem unbearable, but eventually it does lessen if not completely resolve. I hope that continuing your wonderful cooking website will help to mitigate the pain
So sorry to see that Dozer is unwell, our thoughts are with you & your family at this difficult time.
oh my … my tears are flowing and my heart is breaking for you and Dozer, Nagi.
They touch and steal your heart like no other, our fur babies, and they love you so unconditionally which makes this part so difficult and heartbreaking. It is so beautiful that you are there with Dozer and steadfast by his side, pure love and precious time together <3 Sending you so much love and strength xx
Sending so much love. Watching your soul dog in their senior years is an absolute blessing and an absolute heartbreak at the same time. I’ve loved watching the wonderful life he’s had.
Sending lots of love, hugs and prayers. ❤❤🙏🙏❤❤
This makes me cry so hard. We all love Dozer and all wish for a miracle. Take all the time you need with that handsome boy. Make sure to tell him how much he is loved by you as well as all of us.
I’m a silly old man standing in the kitchen crying about a dog I’ve never met butwho has been part of everyday life for many years. Love and gratitude.
Second that, but as a woman crying at my desk.
Oh 😢 like all of us who follow Dozer’s love filled life there will be a void not filled. Great years were spent raising my young family with a golden retriever so looking like Dozer that this is heartbreaking I’m familiar with. Dear Nagi we are right with you feeling your deep sorrow. 💞
Same here!
I have been following Dozer’s health journey and it breaks my heart knowing some day soon he will be a gorgeous memory. I cannot imagine how difficult this is for you Nagi. Thinking of you during this time ❤️💜
Sending big hugs Nagi and my two Silkies send their special doggy kisses to darling Dozer. It is such a tough time but Dozer is in good hands and trusts you to let him go when it is time.
Oh Nagi! 🥺 this truly breaks my heart.! when you know the end is coming closer you honestly feel so horrible & i couldn’t imagine what your feeling right now x ❤️ you are truly the most loving, caring & best cook a dog could ever ask for! He has led a beautiful life & thats all because of you. Sending so much love and pray for dozer to have some sort of recovery so he can be at home when he does say his final goodbye.
Sending love, hugs, and best wishes to Dozer. He has spread so much love over the years. Thank you so much for sharing him with us and my heart goes out to you!
I have been following you and Dozer for so long and your life and stories just being so much joy to so many. It is so hard to watch our four legged children reach the end. He was loved by so many, many he never knew, his legacy will live on in our hearts. Hoping he can go home and be with everyone he loves.
Sending loving thoughts and calming healing thought to you Nagi. I have loved watching you and Dozer over the last 12 years. It’s a sad thing to think of loosing your fur baby – they are nothing but tons of fur and lots of love. Hugs my friends.
Sending love to you and Dozer. He’s been so blessed to live his wonderful life with you and we are all thankful for all having a bit of Dozer in our life over the years. The end is never easy, enjoy that precious time together
Best wishes to you Nagi and precious Dozer. Lots of love.
Oh Nagi. I am thinking of you and Dozer. This is very sad news, but I feel comforted when I think about how much love he must have received throughout his life with you. You and Dozer are blessed to have found each other.
Sending love
Sending you and Dozer love and hugs, he has brought a lot of joy with his adventures x
Darling Dozer, you have been in my thoughts! Sending lots of love and warmth to you, Nagi. You are such a great Mum. Take care xx
Thinking of you all during this difficult time. Please try not to be too hard on yourself. No that Dozer is truly loved xxx
Ahhh sad sending love to both of you, enjoy those precious days🩷🥰