I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Sending all the love in the world. Your boy knows he has been utterly loved ❤️
Dear Nagi, what a beautiful gift you can give to Dozer. Your time is so precious and truly the example of what love is. Thinking of you and hugging my own fur babies tight xx
I have been following you for a while and that means Dozer as well. He is a fantastic friend but peace and quality of life is what it is all about. My heart breaks for you. Take care of yourself and make sure you do whatever you feel is right at this difficult time. Love to you both.
Faithful to each other to the end. xx
Every moment and every breath is most precious and beautiful. Dozer your legacy will live on forever in the pages of our favourite cookbooks and in the hearts of us all. Thank you Nagi for sharing him with the world.
Dear Nagi and gorgeous Dozer sending the biggest Love and Hugs to you both.
Our family has been through this and it can be the worst pain.
Wishing you ease of heart filling it with Love and all the spaces that may feel empty.
Love you both, I have been with you for years with many more to come. 🫶❤️😘
I’m so sorry you are going through this Nagi, it is so hard to lose a fur baby. I do hope Dozer makes it home for some extra special spoiling. When I lost my precious girl last year, someone said something to me that really resonated: the grief of losing her is worth the joy of having her, it’s the price you pay. Much love xx
Sending you so much love. There are no words to ease the pain you are feeling. Dozer is very lucky to have you. Prayers for you and Dozer. I will be keeping you in my thoughts ❤️
Oh Nagi , I feel and understand the pain you must be going through, dozer is such a special boy, he has had such love from you for so long, such a lucky boy, sending you hugs
Please accept my deepest condolences for Dozer. I know first hand the pain of loosing such a devoted family member. I also feel your pain. I continue to hope for the best outcome but also know the realities. All my best wishes.
♥️♥️♥️
Dear Nagi and gorgeous Dozer sending the biggest Love and Hugs to you both.
Our family has been through this and it can be the worst pain.
Wishing you ease of heart filling it with Love and all the spaces that may feel empty.
Love you both, I have been with you for years. 🫶❤️😘
As I began reading your post, tears started streaming down my face. Having lost my Golden this past September, I know the pain, the tears and the fight.
I’m so sorry that you are going through this hard time. Cherish this time
Sending much love and comfort to both you and Dozer. Your team are incredible and I am pleased you will be given support and kindness. Sending much love to Dozer x
My heart breaks for you, we just lost our 10yo goldie so I get it. BIG HUGS & LOVE for you and Dozer, thinkng of you,
Sending love and hugs to you both ❤️❤️❤️
Oh this is the news I’ve not wanted to hear but also kind of the news I’ve been expecting. So sad & my heart aches knowing what you’re going through. Your precious Dozer will no doubt enjoy his last hours & days with you & I know you will give him all you can to keep him happy & comfortable. Paw prints left on our hearts forever 🐾 💔.
Hang in there, you two! 🙏 you both are so lucky to have each other. You two could not have been paired any better ever, not in any universe!
Hugs and kisses to you both,
Erin
Dear Nagi and Dozer, It’s really sad to hear about Dozer’s condition, You are so close and love Fozer together ,hope Fozer gets well soon and lives a happy life always❤️