I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I know the pain of losing a dog. You gave him the best life, that’s clear. We live longer than them, they leave a hole in our hearts. Sending love.
You and Dozer have made me laugh hundreds of times and I find myself now shedding tears with you……stay strong and I’m praying that Dozer; as his name would suggest; bull dozers his way through this and back to good health. Xx
Thank you for sharing all this and so very sorry to hear that Nagi. Cherish your memories and remember the good not the pain. Praying for you and your team.
Sending so much love to you Nagi, love for dogs is so fulfilling, but so damn heartbreaking xx
My heart goes to you, Nagi. Dozer very lucky has mother like you, caring, loving and supportive.
Thinking of you and Dozer. Love you both ❤️❤️❤️
You are both in my thoughts. One of my favorite parts of the week was getting to see Dozer pics. You’re an amazing dog mom.
Hi Nagi
I wish you & Dozer love peace and strength.
I live 2 streets from you and have an amazing Golden Retriever named Jerry.
Jerry had cancer at the age of 5 resulting in a leg amputation. He, like Dozer, fought to survive helped by the wonderful staff at SASH. He is now 9 !
I am sure Dozer will be feeling all your love as well as all the love of his fans. He is as lucky to have you as you are to have him.
Take care
Gillian
After saying goodbye to our 14 year old Golden Retriever Kally then 16 1/2 years later our Llahsa Apso Shantii, I know your pain. Nothing compares to the privilege of caring and honouring a senior dogs life, knowing that you loved them right to the end.
Sitting here, crying my eyes out. Oh, Dozer – you are so loved. Nagi, your relationship with him is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing it with us. Dogs and animals are such special beings in this world. Much love to Dozer and you – I hope you take much-needed time away with him. Much love from Newy x
I hope and pray you get more time with Dozer. My heart hurts for you both. You have such a strong bond and you love each other so much. Prayers for your strength❤️🐾❤️
It’s absolutely heartbreaking when we lose a beloved and faithful friend. Sending love to you and Dozer. He could not have lived a life more loved.
I’m so sorry to hear about Doser, my prayers and thoughts are with you. I’ve so enjoyed your comments and pictures of him.
Sending so much love ❤️
Sending all the to you and Dozer. He lived a very happy life with a great mum.
How hard to reach this stage with Dozer. The only comfort is that he has had a wonderful life filled with love and snacks and joy! We have been lucky to share all that with you both. ❤️
I really love the flavours that come with your recipes. Also your love for Dozer is beautiful.
Dear dozer, you know how much love you’ve given to so many-the tales, the antics, the precious moments with your chosen human. Rest easy big boy knowing you’ve made a huge impact on so many people and made the world a happier place.
In my thoughts and sending all my love to you both. ❤️
Sending much love to you and Dozer. He has brought joy to many through you, his loving mama, and will continue to do so. Thank you for taking the time to write this. Take all the time you need to step back. You both deserve it.
Sending Dozer big squishy hugs and kisses . Love to Dozer and you Nagi 🥰❤️🥰🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶💙