I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Nagi, I’m so very sorry you and Dozer are going through this. I know you’ll cherish all the fur snuggles and kitchen love you shared. You have both been fortunate to have had each other in such a fine relationship for so long. He’s passing through this world, but what a fine life you have given him!
Dear Nagi, soak up the most beautiful quality time with your boy Dozer. Make more memories, more pats, more cuddles. There will never be enough, get as many as you can. Saying the long goodbye is the hardest part of loving them. But loving them is the easiest part of life. Thinking of you, lots of love to both you and Dozer xx
Sending love and prayers your way ! Hoping Dozer and you find peace. Thank you for all the recipes and stories! God bless you both
Nagi Please Give A Huge Hug and The Biggest Kiss and All Our Love Too Our Darling Dozer and We’re Sending All Our Prayers for A Great Recovery and Good Health .. 🥰🥰😘😘🙋♀️🙏🙏💖💖
My heart goes out to you. The love you have for Dozer always by your side he is the real food critic. I love your stories and photos it is heart breaking to hear and read how Dozer is suffering Lots of love
Dear Nagi, this is heartbreaking. Sending you lots of love and hoping Dozer gets to go home for his final chapter xx
Lots of love to you and Dozer
Sending you both love and prayers.
I feel your pain. I have experienced this love and loss. Thinking of you.
My heart goes out to you. 🥰
My goldie Toby is the central love in our home sleeps with us jumps on the sofa to be with us sits on the kitchen floor looking hopeful loves when i head to the Toby jar i dont go out if i have to leave him at home alone. My husband bought me a car suitable for Toby to jump in and go to the park each afternoon to play with goldie friend Hurley he has a good life and gives us one too.
From one canine devotee to another, how lucky are we to share the love of a beloved furry friend?! Sending Aroha from NZ x
I’m praying for Dozer and your family Nagi. You are in my thoughts.
My thoughts & prayers go with you Nagi & the beautiful boy Dozer. My little fur baby, Chilli is 12 years old. I refer to her as “my heart beat” I think that says it all. Big hugs to Dozer xx♥️
Dear Nagi.
How heart breaking. My thoughts are with you and thanks for the joy you have brought us by sharing Dozer with us.
Wishing both of you calm and peace. ❤️❤️❤️
My heart full of love goes out to you and Dozer as you share his final journey. May he be able to do all he wants to do and leave you with memories so beautiful.
My heart is breaking for you. All you can do is keep him comfortable and love on him every minute you.
Unfortunately have been where you are many times and it never gets easier. Sending love and big sloppy dogs kisses to both of you.
Sending all my love for you and Dozer. So lovely you can bring him home for his final chapter.
My heart and prayers are with you. I’ve been there. One of the things that attracted me to your site was Dozer and the smiles and love that showed 9n your face. And of 😃course your recipes. Anyone can see the love. My prayers for extra time. My love and prayers