I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
I’m praying for Dozer and your family Nagi. You are in my thoughts.
My thoughts & prayers go with you Nagi & the beautiful boy Dozer. My little fur baby, Chilli is 12 years old. I refer to her as “my heart beat” I think that says it all. Big hugs to Dozer xx♥️
Dear Nagi.
How heart breaking. My thoughts are with you and thanks for the joy you have brought us by sharing Dozer with us.
Wishing both of you calm and peace. ❤️❤️❤️
My heart full of love goes out to you and Dozer as you share his final journey. May he be able to do all he wants to do and leave you with memories so beautiful.
My heart is breaking for you. All you can do is keep him comfortable and love on him every minute you.
Unfortunately have been where you are many times and it never gets easier. Sending love and big sloppy dogs kisses to both of you.
Sending all my love for you and Dozer. So lovely you can bring him home for his final chapter.
My heart and prayers are with you. I’ve been there. One of the things that attracted me to your site was Dozer and the smiles and love that showed 9n your face. And of 😃course your recipes. Anyone can see the love. My prayers for extra time. My love and prayers
My heart is breaking and I’ve already shed many tears for you both. Please give Dozer a hug from me and take one for yourself.
Thanks for the update and my prayers are for you both as you spend time with your beloved Dozer. Having been in this situation a few times I can feel for you Nagi …blessings Carol
Love your recipes Nagi!
Feeling the pain you are currently feeling. ❤️
Sending our love and prayers to you and Dozer.
Nagi,
My thoughts are with you during this especially difficult time. I am heartbroken for you. Dozer was enjoyed and looked forward to seeing/hearing about just as much as you and your amazing recipes. Hugs from Canada!
Oh Nagi and beautiful Dozer. My heart sank when I saw this post. Dozer will always be surrounded with love even when he is not physically with you any more. What a beautiful life yoi gave him. Sending you Dozer a ton of love and hugs.
Big loves and cuddles as you go through your journey with Dozer, Nagi.
Arohanui ❤️❤️🥰
So sorry to hear. Heartbreaking for you. Much love ❤️
Nagi, I was so devastated by the loss of our pet, the vet was actually concerned about me as well. Not sure what it is about dogs and cats but you do have a special bond with them and it’s like part of you has been cut off when they go. Take the time to grieve and then move on. Love to Dozer and to you.
Lots of hugs to Dozer and make as much precious memories now 💕
My heart aches for you and Dozer… they become part of our lives and it doesn’t seem possible to live without them…
Sending you good thoughts for you both from Detroit, MI
Nagi, Thank you for letting us know about Dozer. What a beautiful life/friendship you two have shared…A gift far greater than words can ever express.
Holding you both, tenderly…
Peace, Barbara